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Many random thoughts and a little poker snuck in there and baking a cake

2006-07-07T01:41:00.000-07:00

Well well well, it has been sometime so i figure I will throw a very random and fun blog out there. I don't think many will read this, easy guess is that Eddie will be the first and last but you never know. Well to get things started it is about 4 in the morning and I have been laiyng in bed not able to sleep watching a couple shows/movies. I've just been laying and thinking about random things, proly came around since it is jessica ann's birthday today, as of 4 hours ago. And of course I have yet to get her a gift. I really hate gifts. If only people liked to get gift certificates, I would be all set, but I am better off getting her nothing than a gift certificate. We'll see what happens. So as I write this I have been thinking about college as I have graduated and really not much has changed since then. The biggest change in my life from starting college to finishing is that Jess is now just my best friend and not my girlfriend. I obvioulsy learned a lot in college and had a lot of great times and made a few friends that will are awesome and will be friends for life I can only hope. So as college goes I really can't complain. I should have studied a little more and maybe learned how to write , or at least spell, as you can proly see from this blog. So, what's next in my life. I have a year to really figure that out. Cards have kind of sucked all year long. I do not play enough and when i do i go on little streaches that I either start playing poorly( proly), or I just get the short end of the stick. These streaks really suck for me and really affect the amount of poker i play. I am more or less a break even player for this entire year. So about 7 monthes of zero income. It isn't a huge deal to me, I am not poor by any means. Anyway, I have made a decision to play a lower limit, 200NL, and see if I can jsut make some money. It has starting off promising, but we'll see how it goes. So anyway, as I started college I had only really dated jess and I could not imagine ever doing anything to hurt her, especially cheating on her. ( I may have pissed her off from time to time but I never did anything that stupid). I always hated those guys that were unfaithful and I never understood why they just wouldn't dump the girl and then move on. As I have moved on from jess, wink wink, I have lost a lot of this. I still think it would suck to cheat on a girl, and get caught( just kidding), but I find myself being a fuckface to any girl that I "kind of date". I have never told a girl that we were in a relationship and not meant it, but I have been in a few and I felt little to no alligiance to these girls. As I think about it, it is a such a dick move to make and i really don't think it's me, it's funny to me that anytime that I sit and think about it I blame jess for it. Why you may ask. that is a very good question and the anwser alludes me. The only thing that I come up with is that they seem inferior to what me and jess had. I'm not saying that I am still in love with jes and will never get over her. Jess, I and everyone else that knws what was going on knew that it was time for us to go our seperate ways. We were not on the same track and we needed to actually expierience college. So what does this really mean? Am I going to commit to a relationship and be a good boyfriend?? I just don't see it happening. Maybe I haven't found the girl that I want to date exclusively, maybe I am afraid that I will find the right girl and then she will not feel the same way. Where is all of this going... easy anwser is nowhere and fast. I thought about going to wal-mart to get a some food. Thought about making Jess a cake for her birthday so she can't be too pissed about the whole I hate buying gifts thing. By the way I blame my mother on my shopping abilities, she makes my sister buy all gifts that she has to get for her and hates shopping with a passion. So, where do i go from here? Easy anwser is that I have no idea, as always. Where ever the wind takes me is proly the correct anwser. I have a year to figure stuff out and then the "real world" awaits. I should be able to get something going in a year, but by the time I actaully start a year will already be up :) I'll proly post again in about 5 monthes. Till then

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

1st session back

2005-12-15T13:34:00.000-08:00

As many of you well know I have not played cards in about 2 weeks. I never had a good reason to not play, just that I had a couple papers and I was running bad. Well I decided that it was about time to start playing again. So first off I had to decide where to play and at UB they can see my cards and I don't like the Euro software so party it was. Another reason I went with party is because they had a $100 bonus running. So I try and put in some money to get the bonus and they won't let me deposit using my neteller because it is linked to my old account. Now granted I was able to cash out from this account via netteler but they won't let me put money in. That is very suprising if you have ever dealt with PP or any other online gaming site before. So onward, I have 5k in my party account and I go to play a session, now I have been in a bit of a slump being down about 6k over the last month so I was ready to win some of my money back. The session went alright, I was playing 6 tables, 1 20/30, 2 15/30, and the rest 10/20 o I almost had my entire BR on the table. The only hand that was very interesting was at my 10/30 full table. I had 88 in the CO and it folded to me, of course I raise and the BB just calls. He has about $90 left and is a 30/12 after 500 hands. The flop is QQ6 w/ 2 diamonds. He checks I bet and he raises. I just call planning on raising a non 6 non diamond turn. The turn is a 7 bringing back door clubs and he checks. I am a little caught off guard so I sit and think for a bit,the way the hand has been played I think he either has a 6 or a diamond draw so I still think my hand is good so I bet, he again check raises me. Now I am not as confident, but the pot is up to $130. If I call it is going to cost me another $40 to win a $210 pot. I have to win about 1/4.5 times to make this call down correct. I decide that he still may have a diamond draw so I am going to call. River is a 5c bringing the back door flush and he checks to me again. I am very confused now but all I know is that I don't want to get triple check raised so I just check. He flips over AKo and I win. It was a very odd hand and I was very close to folding the turn and maybe the right play was to fold. Anyway I ended up winning about $450 after playing about 500 hands, so I am back on my way. I think I will play another session later. Off to either finish season 2 of 24 or play bond now. Seeeeeeeeeeee Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Procrastination

2005-12-12T21:53:00.000-08:00

I thought that procrastination would be a good first post. As anyone that knows me I am one of the biggest, if not the biggest procrastinator that I know. Why do i procrastintate you may ask, that I have no idea. I had 4 papers and a final due in 2 days last week so what do i do? I set it up so I will write one paper friday, one saterday, one sunday, and the last on monday. This seemed like a great idea. So I tell everyone that I am goign to be real busy all weekend and can't do anything, or at least very much, all weekend. All of the sudden Sunday rolls areound and I have my first paragraph done. Why didn't I do more over the weekend,because I was playing bond and watchign tv. The worst part of my procrastination is that I will do anything to put off things that I have to do. Well that is all I have to say about that and for anyone reading this of course i got around to starting my blog because I have to study and want to put it off. I have my first final at 730 in the morning and it is 2 am right now and I have yet to start studying. Yes, it is goign to be hard and yes I do have a lot to study. Boooooooooo me. I am going to stop writing now so that I might be able to start studying some time soon. For anyone interested this blog will mostly be my random thoughts and a lot about my poker playing if I ever start playing again. That's all I got for now. Seeeeeeeee Yaaaaaaaaaaaa